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Monday, October 24, 2011

God is Calling

What can I say, Lord? I am still breathless after a powerful encounter filled four days at the Voice of the Apostles Conference I went to in Pennsylvania. My favorite inspirational person Heidi Baker spoke twice. She has a huge ministry to orphans in Mozambique and in the 20+ years she has been there, over 10,000 churches have been planted. She has rescued thousands from living in the dumps and on the streets. She has been shot, she has contracted terrible diseases and so has her family. She has had many death threats and attempts on her life, and she radiates the love of Jesus more than anyone I have ever met.She continually sees You provide in miraculous ways and trusts You for everything. She always reminds us to see the one. Thank You Father for bringing her to America again.

 My sister Jo and I were so blessed to have been able to go there and soak in Your Presence. She came home refreshed and rested, just exactly what she needed. I came home blown away by things You are calling me to do. I can't even imagine where to start. Exactly what I needed.

I have been feeling a call from the Lord for the lost.God has given me His heart for a very specific group of people. He has been breaking my heart for these who don't know Him and this weekend was no vacation from that. In fact, it became clearer and yet I became more sure than before that I cannot do the very thing He wants me to do. Does that make sense? The thing is, I know I have nothing within me to accomplish what He asks. But I have desire for it. I can feel it and see it and almost touch it, but I have no idea how to begin. In the meantime, I will pray. I'm asking  for the plans and the wisdom. I'll ask for everything I need and I know He will provide. I'll keep you posted as I get answers and specifics. I will invite you into this as far as you want to come. It's gonna be a Great Adventure. Thanks for reading. Please say a prayer for me as you click off the page. I sure appreciate it. xoxo
P.S. I have stories to tell from this conference, but just can't get it together right now. I'll be back.